The Way It Used To Be
Journal entry: January 17, 2017 How does my dark, lowly existence compare with the glassy glore of God's throne? Only by His glory and redemption and grace can I even dare approach Him. I am so in love with His grace. He sees me as I am because He created me. He knows my innermost parts and thoughts. His love is rich. I am rich by owning the salvation He gave me. I have no crown or honor here, but I am crafting my crown of Life here on Earth. A heavenly crown worth more than any wealth or asset here. This soil is worthless. I kiss the feet of Jesus. Journal entry: June 8, 2017 It feels like nearly 100% of the time my mind is telling me lies or exaggerated truths that I can't rationally break down into reality. I'm always (exaggeration) falling back into ruts that end up hurting others and myself. I struggle with my self-worth nearly every day. I know I need to focus on God when my mind and heart and soul get so overwhelmed as they do. But I don't. I continu...